I haven’t written on here in a while… hmm maybe I should start again? I’ve gotten a new job that I’ve had for a couple of months now. I’m working very hard. I have someone that I love. Which is great. This job is taking a lot out of me and I know I should power through but it’s getting harder to be positive. I know it may sound selfish but I’m thinking about quitting because I feel like I’m slowly starting to lose myself. I don’t even draw that much anymore… which scares me the most. I don’t know what to. Adulthood is scary. But I’m more afraid of being tha adult that lets everything bother them.
“I’m an adult” I whisper as I try not panic while I’m filling in all those forms that I don’t understand.
I would die for him
When you’re old, all you want to do is stare at the scenery. It’s so strange. I’ve never felt so peaceful before.
Howl’s Moving Castle | ハウルの動く城 (2004) dir. Hayao Miyazaki